I can't believe it
Is this real can I now sleep
No more dried tears
Mind screws with my fears
I lay in bed and I take a breathe
Releasing all the negative tension I have left
Days I wanted to end it all
Now the only thing that saddens me is when the leaves fall
Scars fade and so did my fake smile
I questioned if this will last long cause it's been a while
Long time since I've been so down
Putting on my mask to hide my frown
But I'm surrounded by positive vibes
I love the happiness I feel inside
But I wouldn't it to end
I'm not alone and I've got it together with right amount if support with friends
I'll protect them and they will protect me
I'm setting goals of when I grow up what my answer will be
Here I am with this smile on my face
And butterflies inside
I'm alive
